Designs and Dear Diaries

Designs and Dear Diaries

Oh my giddy aunt I have a logo!

Have you seen it? Well just in case you haven’t, check out this bad boy!

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Created by http://www.lovecharmdesgins.com

Isn’t it amazing? Credit where credit is due, it was created by the fabulous Love & Charm Designs.

It feels crazy real now. I started this blog just as a way to jot down my thoughts and hopefully produce something that could be relatable. It has become so much more.

I can’t actually believe how much this little virtual diary has helped to settle my postnatal depression symptoms. I feel much less anxious and stressed and I think that the fact that I’m setting my feelings free here, in the cyber world means that they’re not clogging my brain and my heart.

I highly recommend it. I’ve always been the kind of person that starts a diary and then after one or two entries calls it quits. In fact, if I recall correctly there’s a little keepsake box in my garage containing about three or four diaries, each with around a page and a half filled out. One even had pink scented pages – a big deal for a twelve year old – and yet that still wasn’t enough to keep me hooked.

I just couldn’t stick to it. I was too carefree. I had nothing worth writing about, no voice and no drive.

I’m not sure if I have completely found my voice here yet, but I definitely have the drive and motivation to keep going. I write because I want to be free from my darker emotions, from my pnd fog.

And you know what?

I think the fog is thinning.

Today’s little wins:

Mumma: Fancy new logo and feeling good about the direction my life is taking!

Biggest-Little: Had a great time sleeping over at my parents house. He even told me that he missed me a little bit. Hey I’ll take what I can get.

Middle-Little:  Had some special 1:1 time with daddy while his big brother was away and his mummy and little brother went out.

Smallest-Little: 10 weeks old today!

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